I mulled over my list all week and added new things every day. brimming with big ideas. that's me.

...to do before i turn 50
1. learn how to crochet
2. rent a tandem bike and ride along the boardwalk with sister
3. ride in a helicopter or little plane
4. make an instagram book
5. discover a little town in the middle of nowhere.
6. explore it.
7. pick strawberries
8. go on a lot of walkabouts to see what’s what and who’s who
9. go visit joyce in carpenteria
10. go to pink’s hotdogs for a martha stewart dog
11. go spend the weekend with d.e. & o.e.
12. attend at least one solo reading retreat (two is better)
13. make a new friend
14. lay down in the middle of an orange grove and stare up at the sky
15. fly to chicago and see suzanne
16. find a new european city to explore
17. find a new mexican town to explore
18. roadtrip to the lost coast
19. long weekend in san francisco with lianne!
20. plant a catnip patch in honor of cookie
21. say yes more than no
22. teach another online class
23. practice sketching on the ipad often
24. form an itty bitty local journal group
25. or at least think about it
26. swim in an ocean or sea
27. fry some chicken
28. paddle a boat somewhere
29. wink at people in cars that pull up next to me
30. paint
31. cook lots of one-pot meals in my new orange dutch oven
32. drink more red wine
33. spend time in the garden
34. dance
35. plant a lemon tree
36. eat some catfish
37. do handstands in the ocean
38. find a dentist who is not an asshole
39. have a mammogram
40. set up a facebook page
41. sign up for an online nikon class
42. eat more superfoods
43. go on a hill walk in portland
44. pet a llama
45. float on my back in the carribean
46. spend the night on a train
47. plant sunflowers!
48. use up all the wood panels in the garage
49. make an issu magazine